Yours Forever

This song makes me cry. No big deal or anything.

Decisions

Wow. Who knew that growing up and being responsible required so many hard decisions and complicated things. Even the greatest things have some of the hardest decisions that come along with them. Something I always thought would just be easy. That once you decide one thing, everything else would just be decided. Turns out, that isn't true. More decisions come along with each decision that is placed before you.
I also never knew it would be a tiny bit easier when there is someone else there to help make the decisions. To lighten the load a little bit. To give different angles of options, and better ways to think about things. People were truly designed to be in twos. Men and women together, to help each other out.

On another (semi-related) note, I really am excited for the future and all that it holds.

Another completely related note, I love Isaac Demar Wood. He makes everything make sense. I am a little bit more calm, and a little less stressed when I have him around. That's what love does, it makes you a better person. At least, that's what it does to me.

Ours

"Life makes love look hard.... You never know what people have up their sleeves. Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me. Lurking in the shadows with their lip glossed smiles. But I don't care. Cuz right now you're mine. And you'll say, Don't you worry your pretty little mind. People throw rocks at things that shine, and life makes love look hard. The stakes are high, the waters rough. But this love is OURS!"
So despite the fact that I am not the fondest of TSwift. I absolutely love this song. And I am absolutely in love with a certain someone. Everyday is a new day, and yet the only thing that changes is how much my feelings for him grow each and every day.

I am so incredibly blessed. In all areas of my life. I belong to the most amazing church ever. I am grateful for a Father in Heaven who loves me unconditionally. I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. Who does everything for me, and loves me more than I deserve. My family is the best thing that has ever been. My parents support me in everything I do, and I love the relationship I have with them. My sister is absolutely incredible. She is such a great example. I love them all. My roommates are incredible! I don't see a whole lot of them lately, but we all are there for each other when we need to be. I have the best friends I could ever ask for. I'm grateful for all of the amazing people in my life who are always there for me. I am grateful for the examples that I have been blessed to be able to have help me along this path of life. I am happy.

Today

Here I sit, in the institute building. Doing homework. Listening to this great song that I just discovered. Just loving life! :) Also, could the semester get better? I think not. Unless I could possibly have less homework. Impossible!

People

Sometimes, people are dumb. But what makes all of that okay, is the fact that love is a cure all. Sometimes, when you love someone, nothing else matters.

Old

I am getting OLD! Next week I turn 20. GOODBYE teenage years. HELLO aging. Ha. Overdramatic? Story of my life.

On other news, college is back in session. This semester is going to be interesting. General Chemistry 2, the second half of Anatomy & Physiology, Macroeconomics, and Alcohol & Drug awareness. Shouldn't be too bad :) My Anatomy professor is a lot better than my one from last semester. I learn a lot every single class! Macroeconomics is teaching me how funny Asians are. My professor is Chinese, (I think), and is hilarious. Keeps things interesting.

This semester, the learning part and otherwise, is going to be one of the best ones yet. I can't wait for what it has in store :)

:)

I love this song. Also, I am so extremely blessed. With a boy who loves me enough to go completely out of his way to help me out. I have been struggling with my 8 am class this week. I have been a few minutes late both times this week, because I can never find a parking spot. Which makes it so I end up sitting in the very back. Which makes it so I can't focus. So I've been trying to leave the house at 7:15. Which is nearly impossible when I wake up at 7:10 usually. (Yeah, I have a rough time waking up early). So last night, Isaac told me that he would come and pick me up this morning, so that I wouldn't have to worry about parking. He didn't have class until 10 today. So he woke up, texted me to make sure I was up, and then picked me up around 7:30 so that I could get a good seat in class. And guess what, I learned a lot today, and all of the things that didn't make sense earlier in the week, all became clear today. I love you, Isaac. Thank you for wanting me to succeed, and doing whatever you can to help me do so. So for now, I am going to figure out a way to make sure I am out of the house by 7:15, so that I can get a parking spot. Even if that means going to bed at 9pm. Wish me luck :)

OH HI

Life is great.

"You are the light in the dark"

Also, this song is just great.

Also, this boy is home.

I stole this from his sister Karlee. But I also look like a weirdo. Not quite sure what I was doing..

Thoughts

I feel like I need to blog about something. But my thoughts are not really needed to be written down right now. I'm kind of a basket case. SOO... instead, I'll post this link to this really cute video of a couple that someone had posted to facebook. It is adorable.

Rylee & Ruben

Two Years

Today is Isaac's two year mark.

I cannot believe he has been gone for two years. The thought of it just blows my mind. However, I am so glad that it is almost over. 5 more days, and he will be home :) Five. Five. Five. FIVE!