50

I'm getting married in 50 days. WOW. I am so excited.

This man is going to be with me for forever! :)

Decisions

Recently there have been a few things that have changed. Decisions are hard. As is life. Something that I've thought I wanted since I was about 15 years old, suddenly I just don't want anymore. The con's far out weigh the pro's. I'm trying to make up my mind and figure out something else for my life. It's almost like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. And pretty much like there is no stress anymore. Well, not any overwhelming stress that I can't handle that is. We'll see what the future brings with all of the decisions that are coming my way.
Easily enough though, I know that I will be able to handle this and make the right decisions for my future. Changing my major never sounded so good. I'm not positive what I'm going to be changing it to yet, but I have a few options that I am looking into. Pharmacy just doesn't really fit into what I want anymore. It will take a long time to get through, will be extremely expensive, and if I decide not to work when I am out of school, there will be no point in racking up that much debt. So I'm going to get a degree in something that will help me in raising my future children, and help out my future family. I am not positive yet, but I am meeting with an adviser tomorrow to figure it out.
We'll see what the future brings! Through lots of prayer and research, I'll be able to figure it all out. Change is sometimes scary, but it is going to worth it. Wish me luck.

Til My Last Day & Forever after that...

Til my last day, Til my last breath, of everyone that can, I can love you the best. Til my last day, I'll be loving you.
Or, really, until the end of forever.
57 days until we get married! :)

Luckiest

Seriously. I lucked out. No idea how in the world I got so lucky! :)

Isaac helped clean my apartment yesterday. We had a clean check, with less than a 24 hour notice, on my busiest day of the week. I got home about 10pm last night, and had to finish a project, study, and clean the oven, stove, and bathroom. Needless to say, I was thinking I was never going to sleep. But, I have the most incredible other half. While I worked on my project, he cleaned both the stove and oven. Just so that I didn't have to do it.
When my internet wouldn't work, he drove me to campus at around 11 so that I could print stuff off. He was watching a basketball game at my apartment, and I told him he could stay and watch it, but he told me he didn't want me to go by myself. He leaves his sports games willingly for me :) Which is saying a lot, that boy loves his sports.
On other news, 63 days until he is mine forever! :)

Learning

Life is hard folks! We've all got our own trials and struggles. College is definitely mine right now. Boy is it hard! But, I can do it. Somehow, I will find a way to do great. I am so incredibly blessed with so many people who are here to help me along the way. And I hope I am a help to all of them as well.
My fiance is the sweetest man to have ever existed. No joke. The things he does for me on a daily basis are literally astounding. The more serious we get, the better he treats me. I love him. When I am upset and feeling like my to do list is just too overwhelming, he is there to comfort me and help me think clearly about everything. When I don't feel well, he takes care of me and is willing to do anything for me. When I am a complete grouch, he puts up with me until I am happy again. He loves me so much, and has so much faith in me. With him by my side, I will be able to accomplish anything in this life. I hope to be the strength to him, that he is to me. He continually is helping me be a better person. When we disagree, and I just want to get angry, he has a way of calming me down and makes me talk it out. I know that neither one of us is perfect, and that our relationship isn't perfect. But, we both try. Ultimately, I think that is what it comes down to. You've got to love each other so much that nothing else matters. You've got to support one another, and do anything for them. I don't pretend to know everything, especially about relationships and marriage. But, I want to write this down now. So that later I can look back and remember how great this stage in our life together is. Being engaged is hard, yet great. I wouldn't trade this time for anything.
I also have the best roommates ever. I have had fantastic roommates in the best. I've definitely always lucked out. But right now, we all get along. All 4 of us. Which is a rarity, when it comes to 4 girls living together. We have a good time every time we are all together. It makes life so much fun. We all just help each other out whenever it's needed, and just talk all the time. I love it. This being my last semester living with roommates (besides my husband, when we get married), I think I definitely was blessed to enjoy it.
Friends, oh boy. I have the best of these too. And too many to mention. So many supportive people in life. Holy cow.
Family has always been and always will be a rock in my life. They are seriously the best people in life. I love them. So lucky to have them for forever.
Laughter really is the best medicine for stress. Stressed? Find something to laugh at. It truly works wonders :)

Flashback

This song is one of N'Sync's best songs. It still is actually great. One of my friends posted an old school (90's) music video of N'Sync to facebook. So, I went through and rediscovered some of my favorites. I don't feel as if you can go wrong with some of the old stuff. Still great.

I wonder what kind of music will be out when my future children are growing up. They will probably think of the music I listened to as a kid as awful, just like I do about the music my parents listened to.

Spotify

Spotify is one of the greatest inventions ever. I am always rediscovering old favorites, and somehow still finding so many new goods. This song's title is the best. Also, I love this tune.

"Some things, you just can't put on paper." Isn't that the truth. My kind of perfect has me absolutely in love. He sure is the one and only.

Side note: 83 days until my forever begins with my sweet man.